Hey everyone.

How was your winter break? Hope you guys enjoyed it well. Well now that Hollywood Bowl is finally coming up soon. (May 9th to be exact) Lets hope that So Nyuh Shi Dae does well. Sometimes there are struggles that you are going through now, like with school and work and university, but we still must keep working and try our best to get through it. There will be many obstacles, but that is a part of life. Understand that sometimes there are times when there is probably too much pressure that is brought up and is place on your backs as heavy weights. Try your best everyone to struggle through everything.

So I haven't been really working on my story, but I have been lazy, so I guess its just a blog now. Sorry everyone. I too have been going through many struggles with the environment around me and also mentally. Its sad I have a lot of things to think about when I should not really be having much thought about anything. I know what I'm doing is probably venting out all my thoughts that give me struggles, its just that I probably can't keep it in me no longer. Not only is the outside world that is out of my house a struggle, but my mind is a struggle too. I've been exposed to lots of things lately that I had to figure out on my own, and have to act right accordingly to that manner, but its too much. Its just too much for my own mentality to even handle. Sometimes I feel like I hold too much things that are buried beneath my unconscious mind and it just wants to leak out and explode! I don't understand what to really do anymore. I'll just have to figure it out.

Hope you enjoyed a bunch of ranting and all this other crap.

-J. L. Nguyen

"Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be, the shadow hanging over me [...] Now I need a place to hide away. Oh I believe, in yesterday..."

-Lyrics from the song Yesterday (Beatles)