One Gloomy Day...

Today was a pretty cold, and tiring day. I've been all over the place. I got to reconnect with my cousin after about a few weeks. I only get to see him every once in a while. So I talked with him today, and we had a good time. We were pretty optimistic about things. Even when it came to relationships we were pretty optimistic.

So we were talking about old relationships that we ever had. They were pretty interesting. I learned about of old and new interesting things that he told me. Then, he asked me about how my life is going. I told him my life is going alright. Some problems here and there. He told me this awesome thing about relationships:

"You will never know when the person you have known for many years will be the one you are truly to be with. Long (that's what my family calls me), remember that although you don't have any feelings for her now, you may realize that she is the one that is truly in your heart."

I admit, there's someone I have known since childhood, and we had so much in common. We were best friends. Sometimes, I wonder... if we should be more than best friends...

But for now, I really do want whats best for her. She is my best friend now, and will always will be. Though I may be confused about how I feel for her, I can't ever feel that way about her. It does not feel right for now, but like my cousin said, fate does change in the person's feelings.

Peace everyone.

"I'm starting to see things more clearly, the more and more I learn about the true meaning of the beautiful simplicity of life."

- Joe